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Monday, June 29, 2009

Searching for the right

you such a great guy,but I'm not the lucky one who have the opportunity 2 discover it..
I'm sorry for the things that I've done.. I never meant to hurt you..the reason why i made this decision is because i love you..and i always love you..but i don't understand what is this feeling all about..
yes, I'm selfish because i left someone who love me with all his heart..but i just can't take it too far..i can't even push myself anymore..i know deep inside he was bleeding..the feeling itself is like I'm killing you and then I'm kill myself..it's worse..suicide..and I'm too selfish to know that but can't help anything to avoid it..please forgive me dear..this is not what i want and this is not what I'm being schedule for..its really out of my control..but it is the best time to go on and leaving before you get hurting more and more..
i hope you'll find someone who appreciate your feeling..and love you as you love her.. I'm such a bad person..and I'm not the one for you.. I'm guilty..

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