Searching for the right

you such a great guy,but I'm not the lucky one who have the opportunity 2 discover it..
I'm sorry for the things that I've done.. I never meant to hurt you..the reason why i made this decision is because i love you..and i always love you..but i don't understand what is this feeling all about..
yes, I'm selfish because i left someone who love me with all his heart..but i just can't take it too far..i can't even push myself anymore..i know deep inside he was bleeding..the feeling itself is like I'm killing you and then I'm kill myself..it's worse..suicide..and I'm too selfish to know that but can't help anything to avoid it..please forgive me dear..this is not what i want and this is not what I'm being schedule for..its really out of my control..but it is the best time to go on and leaving before you get hurting more and more..
i hope you'll find someone who appreciate your feeling..and love you as you love her.. I'm such a bad person..and I'm not the one for you.. I'm guilty..

~My Friends~

my worse day ever

today, I've checking my result.. and it's really jerk.. i'm really upset..
it make me down.. it was my worse result ever..
owh, what should i do.. i love what i do right now.. but it seem like i don't born for it..
i don't wanna give up.. i want to finish it..
but now my feeling is right round and round..huh~

~words of me~

WORK like you don't need money, LOVE like you've never been hurt, AND DANCE like no one's watching

What's life?

Life is a challenge.... meet it.
Life is a gift.... accept it.
Life is an adventure.... dare it.
Life is a sorrow.... overcome it.
Life is a tragedy.... face it.
Life is a duty.... perform it.
Life is a game.... play it.
Life is a mystery.... unfold it.
Life is a song.... sing it.
Life is an opportunity.... take it.
Life is a journey.... complete it.
Life is a promise.... fulfill it.
Life is a beauty.... praise it.
Life is a struggle.... fight it.
Life is a goal.... achieve it.
Life is a puzzle.... solve it.
Life is a love.... LOVE IT!


MONEY, MONEY, MONEY

Money can buy house but not home

Money can buy bed but not sleep

Money can buy clock but not time

Money can buy book but not knowledge

Money can buy food but not appetite

Money can buy position but not respect

Money can buy blood but not life

Money can buy medicine but not health

Money can buy sex but not love

Money can buy insurance but not safety

You see, money is not everything..

Therefore, if you have too much, please give some to me :-)

Make the MOST of today

To realize the value of ONE YEAR, ask a student who failed a grade

To realize the value of ONE MONTH, ask a mother who gave birth to a premature baby

To realize the value of ONE WEEK, ask the editor of a weekly newspaper

To realize the value of ONE HOUR, ask the lovers who are waiting to meet

To realize the value of ONE MINUTE, ask a person who missed the train

To realize the value of a ONE SECOND, ask a person who just avoided an accident

To realize the value of ONE MILLISECOND, ask the person who won a silver medal in the Olympics.

THINGS about me that you don't know

5 things that i hate the most:
1. liar n cheater
2. people who don't respect others
3. demanding
4. disturbing my stuff
5. unfair
6. sexist,did i mention 5?

6 things that can put a smile on my face:
1. a cute baby in front of me:)
2. when i get what i dream
3. a nice thought
4. lot of money to buy things i like
5. when I'm bullying my bros
6. HIM..

SECRETS of me that you don't really know
1. my right body is bigger than my left body
2. i have dazzle-sighted
3. i can't drink water mixed with sweetener
4. i am mixed,when i said mixed it's true
5. my boyfriends are more than my girlfriends
6. i used to be boyish before
7. i like the smell of ocean and raining day
8. i love ice-cream, chocolate and lollipop
9. i cry when i saw optimus prime died on movie
10. i like to keep my favorite food on the last when i'm eating,habit from my
childhood
11. hemoglophobia

5 important things in my life:
1. my family
2. my gadgets;laptop,hp's,mp3's
3. my friends
4. my properties
5. my nail's..hee~

my mood is sO-So..

i dun really know what's the hell things that disturbin' me now..
but i'm really sure it was stacked in my mind n i can't do anything bout it..
poor me..
i hate all diz things n was thinking 2 end everything..
delete it from my memory..
GOD, help me..show me the way..
i'm sick of those all things..
WTH..